Not long after returning back to work from maternity leave, I had a turning point in my life that I had kind of forgotten about until now. But, it came up while having a deep conversation with a former coworker the other night over dinner, so I thought I should document it since it had a big impact on our family.
I told the story of how I was watching an Oprah on
Freeganism, where these people got their food from food thrown away by grocery stores - basically food past it's expiration date or produce with minor blemishes. At that time, I was feeling horrible about how little time I got to spend with Campbell. Rushing out the door in the morning and by the time I picked her up from day care and got home it was around 6:00. So that left about 1 hour that I would get to spend with my precious baby every day. It didn't feel right. While watching the show, I had this thought that I would do whatever it took to stay home with my baby. Yes, I would dumpster dive if it meant I could stay at home.
I had worked hard to get where I was in my career and had even gone to grad school, but once I had a baby I knew what I really wanted to do was spend as much time as possible with her. Luckily we are able to afford me staying at home and I feel very grateful about that.
Being a stay at home mom is honestly the best job I've had and I feel like being a mom is what I was meant to do in life.
And in case you were wondering, (thank goodness) I haven't had to dumpster dive.